Downing Street party: People share heartbreaking stories of how they spent last Christmas

"Mum was incredibly lonely but I just did what the government told me to"

In an uncharacteristic display at PMQs earlier today, Boris Johnson actually apologised. While he stopped short of admitting that the much-talked about Christmas party did take place at Downing Street last year, he professed to understand the anger that this scandal has provoked. But even he didn't look like he really believed what he was saying. While the PM was blustering his way further into a black hole in parliament, PoliticsJOE spoke to some of those who lost loved ones last Christmas. While Downing Street aides sniggered, played drinking games and flouted all the rules they had imposed on the rest of us, these people were dealing with heartbreak and loss. Here are their stories.

"Mum died the night of the Christmas party" Jackie, 59

When Jackie's mum went into hospital with anaemia  - low red blood cell count or haemoglobin - in November 2020, she wasn't particularly worried. But shortly before her mum was due to come home, one of the nurses called. She had contracted Covid. "Mum was in a terrible state. She told me over and over again she didn't want to die". On December 18 - the night of the alleged Christmas party - Jackie spoke to her mum who was in good spirits. "I put the phone down to mum feeling positive. I thought: she's going to pull through." But later that night, Jackie got the call from the hospital to tell her that her mum had died. Jackie spoke to PoliticsJOE shortly after Allegra Stratton's resignation. "I had to watch that clip several times to let their callous disregard of people who have lost loved ones sink in. The fact they all thought it was so funny - would it have been funny had they been in my shoes?" "This was a serious breach of trust. I'm an only child. I hadn't seen my mum in 10 months because she had been shielding. I abided by the rules to protect her." "My mum was incredibly lonely but I just did what the government told me to," she says. [caption id="attachment_305134" align="alignnone" width="2048"] The Queen sits alone during the funeral of her husband, Prince Philip[/caption]

"Instead of eating dad's terrible Christmas dinner, we stood at his gravestone" Hannah, 25

[caption id="attachment_305135" align="alignnone" width="2048"] Children stand by the Covid Memorial Wall, in South London[/caption]